> Not to trample on DloraH's turf, but, from one beginner to another, I > think it would be: > > jIHoH'egh vIneH. *or* jIHoH'egh 'e' vIneH. > > Basically: "I kill myself. I want it." neH doesn't use 'e'. jIHoH'egh vIneH. But like others have asked, why would you want to say that? Others have also already explained the difference between "wanting" and "willing". DloraH, BG